So it seems to be valentines day...this has to be the first time in 6 years i've bin single its weird not doin anything but if i hounest i dont really mind i've never really enjoyed it. im sure one day ill like someone enought to actually enjoy this mushy holiday.
Its bin a week since i got of hospital and i am actually trying to do all my medication this time, im not perfect with it yet but i am slowly making my way to be the perfect drugy.
I love being a mommy its the one thing in my life that i actually think i can do well. i never wanted a fancie job and dream man...all i ever wanted is a baby, someone who is a part of me and would love me just cuz i gave birth to them. So when i got max i was overwelmed. And tbf he's gorgous.
As muchas i love being single for the first time in years, i have to admit i hate sleeping alone, so thats where my giant pregnancy pillow comes in handy lol. Its nice to only have to worry about me and max and not have to worry about what some bloke thinks about me.
anyway i've waffled on enough. till next time i bid you fair well.
peace out.
Tanya.
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